I Can’t Do This
This is the closest I’ve ever been to suicidal.
This weekend, Minnie was diagnosed with torn knees. They want $2K a knee to fix it.
I came home today to find that after three years of Bank of America working on a “modification” of my home loan has decided that AFTER telling the Department of Housing that they approved me for HAMP, now they aren’t, and they want over $6K or I lose my house.
The stress is unbearable. I am shaking. The responsibilities in my life are great and I am breaking now. I don’t know what I’m going to do, and I’m scared. I’ve never been this scared, and I’ve never wanted to be here.
I don’t know where to go or where to turn.
I don’t know what to do.
I don’t know what to say.
Comments
Barbara, please know that I'm praying for you, Minnie and the entire situation.
Love...
I think there are a lot of people who would be willing to help if there were an auction or chip in fund for Minnie. Max and JD of Schnauzer to Schnauzer would be great to talk to about that!
Please know that I'm thinking about you and I know things look bleak right now, but you are tough and you can get through this!
Benny & Lily
Please knows dat we is ALL thinking of you and without a doubt we is heres to offer you our support and strength. I thinks everybuddy has offered some purty darn good suggestions...betters than what I could ofers.
I am truely concerned bouts you lady...I am sending you my hugs.
Puddles
I know you can get through this tough time. I have been in similar situations before. It took 3 years and a lot of pride swallowing to get back into the ranks of professionals (I spent half the years not working and worrying and the other half working the only job I could get - part time retail). I KNOW if it weren't for my generous sisters that my daughter and I would be on the streets now. That is how broke I was and how desperate my situation became. But we plug on and hope the rainbow is right around the corner. I know it is for you. Help is there.
Love Noodles' Mommy #2
Hugs,
Mamma Heartbeat
Just did a bit of research - you might start here?: http://www.consumer-action.org/english/articles/consumer_action_housing_help/ -
Huge amounts of luck and prayers - like commenters have written, it's so stressful when things happen all at once. Do breathe, drink a cup of tea and breathe again. Give Minnie hugs from us xoxoxo
Sammie, Avalon and Miche
Love ya lots,
Mitch
We agree that when it rains it pours, and sometimes it feels like the sky is falling,, cause you don't know what to do.
So many are trying to figure out solutions to help you,, cause peoples care about you.
I am sending you my doggy prayers.
love
tweedles
Your dog looks very sweet :-) Have you tried negotiating with your vet at all. Sometimes if you explain your financial situation, they can make some adjustments. Our vet did for us once.
Please know that you have many friends out here.
Kristin & Pip
I came acroos your blog through Four Legged views. I am a foreclosure professional with over 10 years experience and I want to help you. I can't do much but offer advise on how to deal with them in a way that helps you get ahead. Please let me know where I can email you.